Wow. So it’s been a long time since I’ve updated this and I guess a lot has happened since then too.

First off, I have a job now which is pretty cool. I make coffee. Yeah exciting, but it’s a job and i need money.

I’ve been doing a lot of hanging out and just chilling. I need to start taking more pictures since that’s the thing I enjoy doing the most. I need to go more places and taking pictures. There’s nothing interesting around here anymore. In a few days Gage Young is going to stay at Jesse’s for a little bit so that might help me get into the swing of things again. He’s really good check him out.

Still single but that’s not really important. Still got that crush I’ve been talking about but I’m too big of a baby to say anything about it so I’m sure nothing will ever happen with that.

Pace is going to be home soon! I wrote him but I still haven’t sent it which I need to do if I expect him to read it before he’s home. Lol.

Well, that’s where I’m going to leave it for the time being. Hopefully I’ll update relatively soon.

Currently listening:
PlayRadioPlay!
The Frequency EP 

So lately I’ve been feeling pretty good aside from a few things with my closest friends. There is unneeded drama going around and it’s not good for anyone. I love my friends to death and I hate seeing things like this happen. My friends are my world and without them I am nothing.

Still no girl in my life which I guess isn’t really a bad thing but I’m still working on it. It would be nice but you know, whatever happens happens. I was thinking today about how there was so many people that I used to care about that have messed that up somehow and now mean absolutely nothing to me. It’s quite sad actually. I mean, people that used to be my best friends and who I loved to death now are nothing, people I despise, people who -in my eyes- have thrown their lives away. It’s a shame how people tend to just throw away good friendships.

I have to register for school soon so I am not a total failure for a whole year. I’m going to take some graphic classes and stuff. I really do not want to take the time to learn AS in Flash though. I really do not like Flash. I need to start shooting again. I love photography as many of you know, I’m just not motivated anymore. I haven’t gone any where cool in forever. It sucks.

I don’t really know what else to write. I just tend to blog when it’s late and my thoughts are running ramped. I just wish I could find a way to put them all down here. One day.

Oh by the way, I’m listening to:
Monument Monument
Sleep Well When You Get There

Wow. Within the last few day I have really felt the Holy Spirit moving through me! It’s freaking amazing. It’s the best feeling I’ve ever felt. It’s so empowering. I really cannot explain how it feels, you really need to experience it for yourself. All I can say is that you DO want to feel like this. It’s the best I’ve ever felt in my whole life. Wow. Just wow.

If you hadn’t guessed for that above paragraph I’ve been having a really good life lately. I need to start going to church on Sundays again.Other than that I’ve been feeling pretty awesome. I saw someone get wrecked by God today and it made me so happy. I love when people can feel it. It’s awesome.

I’ve decided that I am no longer going to eat Taco Bell until Pace comes home. I want his first Taco Bell meal in a long time to be mine as well. I miss that kid so much but I know he is doing great. He is doing more for his country than I ever could and for that I give him props. I’m praying so hard for him and it’s never going to stop.

I’m trying to save money to go to Peru this summer. It will be my first missions trip and I’m super pumped to go. It’s what I want to do with my life. I know that it doesn’t pay anything but I will be paid with the feeling that I am doing something for God. It’s what He want’s me to do so there is no way that I can deny it.

Well, that’s all I got for now.

God bless!

Currently listening:
For All We Know
We’re About To Change

Life. Life. Life. Wow. My life is… life. I’m a teenager, I’m sure it’s not much different than any other 18 year old kid. I do know this, I’m done putting Jesus on the back burner. I’ve done it too many times before and I’m finished with it. Jesus needs to be number one in my life again and I’m making sure it stays that way. God has done so much for me and I’m tired of being that Christian with a heart that it’s 100% for Him. I want God to be with me at all times, I want Him to be realer than myself. I want to know that God is so real and there’s nothing anyone can do about it. I want to see God in EVERYTHING! I know He’s there! I know He is very alive! I know! I know.

God is good, God is good, God is good.

Currently listening:
As Cities Burn
Come Now Sleep

I’m starting at XI because this is from my myspace.

My life seems to be okay again although I am afraid to ask out the girl I like. It sucks but you know what? Maybe I don’t need it right now. I should focus on finding a job first. Oh well.

Anyways, I got my first tattoo the other night. It’s a heart on my chest. Yeah, pretty gay but I like it and I think it’s cute. Lols. I saw Zombieland again tonight and it was just as funny as the first time I saw it. Woody Harrelson is so freaking funny in that movie it’s unreal.

Wow I really do not know what to blog about tonight. Nothing has really happened recently other than Kevin, Brett, Tyler and I creating a word tonight. Propular, Proper and Popular put together. Yeah, it’s sweet, I know. I wish I was better at English so I could make my blog sound more interesting. I know a lot of words but I can never think of them when I am blogging.

Well, I’m gonna end this blog now.

God Bless.

Currently listening:
Minus the Bear
Menos el Oso